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Letters

by navyblue

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1.
77-62-0-71 02:03
Empathy What’s wrong inside your mind? I’m sure it will be fine I’m sure it will be fine Therapy You might feel better now So why don’t you lay down? So why don’t you lay down? Sleep again Nowhere and out of time You’re floating in my mind You’re floating in my mind
2.
I’ve got my privacy stolen by someone who’s loud Selling anything to anyone who gives all the money out Crying out shame on mental illness and pain Thinking not about misery it’s all about fame People making kids just for government’s money Making fun of broken humans and thinking it’s funny Got their privacy stolen by the men with stars On the shoulders and the belts full of bullets and guns I’ve got identity stolen by the media air It gives them reasons to believe but looks like chance to despair Think it’s last time when you feel all that pressure and strain But they’ll say it’s all okey and then will fuck you again People making everything for everyone’s money Making fun of different humans and thinking it’s funny They know everything to keep their privacy safe Cause they’ve sold it to the people who would give them their graves People making kids just for government’s money Making fun of broken humans and thinking it’s funny They know everything to keep their privacy safe Cause they’ve sold it to the people who would give them their graves
3.
523i 02:40
Please tell me how you spent your day I see you look pretty tired So i drive away You said you fucked up with everything But you didn’t even try And i say again Don’t worry you are lying in 523i Don’t worry i am here and you are friend of mine Soft sound in the clouds, cold and flashed out Red lights is getting bright and road is loud You sleeping in my car for hours I drive carefully and drop White speed arrow down The wisdom comes with loneliness So i think we need to stop Cause i’m tired of getting silence Every night we spend together You are looking in the sky What’s the problem or whatever You’re getting closer to me and say “I’m just vibing in 523i”
4.
Sipping on old fashioned Writing messages to her about my fears She always wanted action Complicated action with her shout and tears And i’m dancing with strangers in midnight Just to hide me from myself But i’m feeling she’s dancing by my side I hate you more than someone else I keep my love but run away from you She’s beside me Every time i see someone new She’s beside me You said me I have always knew You’re carefree I keep my love and run away from you She’s beside me Avoiding all my passions I try to hide from everything what’s on around It feels like strong affection And Im looking for the new ones I can found And Im falling in love for the last time Just to hide me from this fail again But im feeling she’s staying by my side I love you more than someone else She said don’t make this moment your whole life It’s hard to do cause you let me down She said don’t make this moment your whole life Its hard to do cause you broke my heart I keep my love but run away from you She’s beside me Every time i see someone new She’s beside me You said me I have always knew You’re carefree I keep my love and run away from you She’s beside me
5.
Time 04:00
Stay lost, stay dry They said I’m fine But I fight for the people I keep in my mind Sunshine is too bright Turn on blue light It’s getting cold and it’s alright I’m running through the deep dark Where we can’t get fun and lark My friend once told me time will take us away I’m running through the deep dark Where we can’t get fun and lark My friend once told me we should stay We should stay It’s getting hard, we are counting every breath it’s getting hard, we’re waiting for our death All the stories we have told to our enemies are true That’s why we are hiding under ground in shades of blue I’m running through the deep dark Where we can’t get fun and lark My friend once told me time will take us away I’m running through the deep dark Where we can’t get fun and lark My friend once told me we should stay We should stay
6.
I'd never worry If i had a second life The things i’d like to change Slowly fade away I am so lonely Surrounded by the gripe The things i would forget Are so easy to get again And night please take my worries away Cause i am feeling anxious again I’d never worry If i had a one more chance I’d like to hide away From my daily strain I am so pensive And sometimes it makes me scared The things i’d like to change Slowly fade away And night please take my worries away Cause i am feeling anxious again And night please take my worries away Cause i am feeling anxious again
7.
It’s freezing outside Where we met I feel our hearts are getting colder In the midnight Taxicab You’re lifting your head off my shoulder It’s the last night i can see you near me We are so different to be together now Please tell me something i’m afraid of silence Please tell me something i don’t know about I was so lonely when you turned away and left me I wasn’t right and now i see you walking through the snow Past days are gone and i imagine how it could be I want to say a couple of words before you go The time is flying Through the lights Vehicle stopped and time is frozen Your door is opened You say goodbye That’s the parting we have chosen It’s the last night i can see you near me We are so different to be together now Please tell me something i’m afraid of silence Please tell me something i don’t know about It’s freezing outside You’re going away I think about what we have done but im dazed But i’m believing That we will meet again I was so lonely when you turned away and left me I wasn’t right and now i see you walking through the snow Past days are gone and i imagine how it could be I want to say a couple of words before you go
8.
Fading 04:01
You are broken Social media rescue For the overflowing mind Waiting is not wasting time You are choking Your plans are dead cause you are Scared of wasting time But honestly it’s fine You are fading No messages to friends It always happens but it ends When you’ll pass over time You’re fading Don’t need to face them They will leave you by the time And i’m sure it will be fine You are choking Your plans are dead cause you are Scared of wasting time But honestly it’s fine
9.
Insane 02:33
I like you when we both stay on the way Together walking on the same lane This feeling all the night and all the day It looks so sweet but actually insane I’m always lonely tired as fuck And you don’t care about me cause i’m stuck In this feeling when you go away It looks so sweet but actually insane
10.
Intermezzo 02:05
I swear I don’t share those beliefs But if it will happen for once to be For me one of them Then My dear I don’t want to talk To anyone friend May I shake your hand And invite you to the party Of burning down the guilt Of all of the friendships You haven’t built For the rest of you I do Like to offer An option To put yourself in our shoes And see what it’s like To be seen as «blue» All the time I’ll punch you in the face for the phrase: «Don’t worry» Oh excuse me sir I’m unbelievably sorry And mad to the point that Now I’m myself a political union To defend and protect All of the people with sad eyes For ones who tries to be a part of What you call it «normal» guys And for ones who cries just to Notice they actually here And for ones who you think is dramatic But thing is you are the who is problematic And I declare – that I want to cry And I declare – I’ll keep being shy And I declare that it’s not necessary To talk every second to keep her merry And I’ll guess I’ll go And god I’ll run way Satisfaction of needs Your emotional needs Demanded from me Leads To a very dark place Three kisses on the cheeks I hope to forget your face
11.
Sleep Again 04:40
Sleep again on my bed I can't wait for now Dreams are dead in my head I see you sleep again I see you sleep again I'm floating in your mind
12.
Searching for the rain to wash out my head I’m blessed when it’s cold and i’ve got thoughts to spread All around my mind so much to drop All around my mind so much to drop All around my mind So much to drop So much to drop
13.
Taking down the stress I see some difference between me when i’m messed And me when i’m on roll I want to find a way to stop All time confusion I wanted to be always drunk I’ve got a paris syndrome bout myself alone Watching on clock hands I wait for something but don’t know when this condition ends I spent my time on missing chances Cause i was so broken Remember words that was unspoken I change my triple minds five times a day I want to find a way to stop All time confusion I wanted to be always drunk I’ve got a paris syndrome bout myself alone Taking down the stress I see some difference between me when i’m messed And me when i’m on roll I want to find a way to stop All time confusion I wanted to be always drunk I’ve got a paris syndrome bout myself alone
14.
Never Feel 03:12
So many happy times i’ve lost Only remember feeling down Distraction - that’s how much it coasts There’s always heavy underground I’d like to never realise To never feel again I’ve got too many thing to say To say to say to say to say
15.
Every time i see your smile I think i see the last one I feel i don't have any time To forget my troubles alone Pretending i’m okay with this But i’m not ready to wonder what’s next I wish i could not reminisce The things are not complexed Remember things i’ve stupidly missed And dream of lips i’ll never kiss I'm trying to get along With midlife crisis at twenty one I want to stay and find the truth On midnight streets i’m driving through Cause i’m trying to get along With midlife crisis at twenty one I was not honest to myself I fucked up all the chances You thought i’m going to excel The whole new world’s advances Tonight i’m counting city lights And looking for the answers I hope i’ll find your pretty eyes In millions of shining glances Remember things i’ve stupidly missed And dream of lips i’ll never kiss I'm trying to get along With midlife crisis at twenty one I want to stay and find the truth On midnight streets i’m driving through Cause i’m trying to get along With midlife crisis at twenty one Empathy What’s wrong inside your mind? I’m sure it will be fine I’m sure it will be fine Therapy You might feel better now So why don’t you lay down? So why don’t you lay down? Sleep again Nowhere and out of time You’re floating in my mind You’re floating in my mind

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Written, recorded and produced by Pasha Meleshnikov in 2017-2020.
Lyrics for track 10 (Intermezzo) written by Maria Avdanina.
Voice on tracks 6 & 10 by Maria Avdanina.

Photo for cover art is taken by Maria Julia Geranutti.
www.instagram.com/majugeranutti

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released May 27, 2022

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navybue is an alternative / indie pop project from Moscow,Russia.

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